my life is hell!
what am i going to do knowing that no one around me can help me or save me for the shit that i do. many people think that I’m just a normal person but really i have so many problems. 1. i have an asshole of a boyfriend that many people tell me to get dump his ass 2. i fell in love with another guy. 3. my heart wants this guy but i really don’t want to get hurt again. 4. sometimes i don’t know what to do. 5. my friends can not help me. but other than that i know what i want but its so hard to move on from someone you loved for over two years but then after everything you have gone threw with that person. you are so afraid that if you leave him hes going to beat the shit out of you or something really bad is going to happen to you because you wanted out of the relationship but don’t have the guts to tell them your done and want to move on. to tell the truth I’m so scared that something is going to happen and just that one time I’m gone for good cause no one was there to help me with the problems that i had to face. everyone know exactly what I’m talking about but can they truly help me HELL no I’m stuck in it no matter what happens or what will happen. my thoughts and feelings have changed so much i deserve a hell of a lot better than dealing with a child for a boyfriend what i really need and want is a man that can help me no matter what happens and wont abuse me. i know many people don’t know but im so tired of keeping it all locked inside now its my time to speak out and tell you exactly whats been happing. my life has never been perfect.
